Tuesday, October 13, 2015

Golden birthday!

My baby girl turned six!!!

It was hard for me to allow this birthday. ;)

Birthday pancakes!

The shirt she is wearing sums her up perfectly, it says, "Though she be but little, she is fierce!" So very true. :) She is an adorable force to be reckoned with! 

Opening presents from the brothers. :) She was so thoughtful and sweet and thankful for every little thing. Also her grandpa brought over the doll, since named Jack, and she is in love with her baby. Such a little mommy.

For her dinner she picked a spinach salad with strawberries, crumbly cheese, and candied pecans, and noodles in a home made creamy mushroom sauce with little shrimps. What six year old picks such things? Ha ha! 


For her birthday treat, chocolate, chocolate, and more chocolate. And I am not kidding! She chose chocolate ice-cream topped with a mint patty and chocolate chips. Oh and mint leaves on top. So fancy! ;) 

She is crazy for the chocolate!

This year was a big deal as far as birthdays go. It was her golden birthday. :) She turned six on the sixth. So we threw her a golden birthday party. She was so excited, for months before hand! Her auntie is good at decorating and had some golden supplies on hand, so she came over and helped decorate. She did an amazing job and the party was fantastic!

The weather ended up taking a turn for the worst so I had to squeeze a whole heck of a lot of people into my house! Also some how I didn't buy enough of the masks for our craft project and so my sweet mom ran to the store on short notice to grab some more. I have the most wonderful people in my life. :)

I wish I had thought to take some pictures of Leiella in her golden dress before the party started. With her hair all curled up. She was something else!!! Super fancy! :) This is the only picture I can post, for privacy reasons. You conveniently can't tell who this kid is because of the awesome mask he made, unless you know him, in that case he is unmistakable, unforgettable and uniquely him. :) They have been best friends since they were little itty-bitty babies!

So there you have it. A golden birthday. A baby girl a year older. It's so hard for me to wrap my brain around my youngest being six! This has all been so exciting and although it's hard to say good bye to the littler years, I love seeing what she is becoming and I'm thrilled to see what is yet to come! Although I wouldn't mind if it all slowed down a little bit!

Friday, October 2, 2015

Another year and still so much to learn...

The school year has started again! Actually it never stopped, ha ha! We did school work through out the summer. It was suppose to be half days but one of my kids was really struggling so it often turned into whole days. It was sort of awful. So I started this school year already feeling burnt out, which is not a good way to start!


I've had to come to terms with the fact that two of my kids have learning disabilities. I had come to terms with one of them having learning disabilities at the beginning of last year and kept struggling along with the other hoping things would just get better. But they didn't. So I got a complete evaluation done for him as well, both cognitive and academic, and sure enough, major problems. I cried pretty hard. It's such an awful feeling, but at the same time in a weird way a relief. Because this just means we have to meet him where he is at. There is always a way to reach every child just not always in the main stream way. What works for many just won't work for them. So it relieves the pressure of trying to keep them at grade level and wondering if you are just doing something wrong. Which I sort of was in a way. I was trying to keep him on a curriculum that works wonders for so many children but doesn't work for him. I have two children that are advance, each a whole grade level or more ahead and two that are struggling. It's quite a challenge to meet each one exactly where they are at! But I've come to realize that one of my children (the one that was most recently tested) is an auditory learner and so we are moving in that direction and changing it all up this year! Every year I think I've finally got it all figured out and then suddenly everything gets tossed upside down! Ha ha!


So anyways we have also decided to go on a full year schedule. Which means every fourth week we will be taking off. Three weeks on, one week off, all year round. We tend to go through the summers anyways and I like it better for the most part, they don't forget things that way. :) This was our first week off and I have to say I think I'm going to love this new schedule. We have been able to catch up on a read a loud we had gotten behind on, we've read books and watched videos on wild edibles, and read some other books just for fun. They've played card games, and Yahtzee, worked on crossword puzzles and Sudoku and a 1000 piece puzzle. Banden got his microscope out and had time to just mess around with it and have fun. It's like a week of unschooling (look it up it's a real thing, ha ha!) mixed in with structured homeschooling. Good balance if you ask me, I'm hoping it works out in the long run. We will see! 

A whole new school year!

4th grade

3rd grade

4th grade

1st grade

Leiella LOVES doing "real" schoolwork as she calls it. :D She found kindergarten rather boring last year.

All organized and ready to go!

First day at the learning center. They just love their classes there! Leiella was over the moon excited that she finally got to take classes like her brothers and didn't have to just wait all day in the family room anymore. I almost cried when I left her in her first class. Her little voice telling the classroom what her name was, her determined straight back and attention to her teacher. Oh man it was too much! 

So there you have it. Adventures in homeschooling. ;)

Thursday, October 1, 2015

Spoiled on my birthday

I think I might have had the best birthday ever!
So unknown to me Banden had a plan with his dad to wake him up before he left for work. Which is pretty early in the morning! He wanted to decorate the house for me before I woke up on my birthday. He told his dad that I always decorate for them and he wanted me to have a turn. I'm telling you he's one of the most thoughtful kids I've ever known! Anyways he raided the party drawer, which I will admit was very low on birthday party decor. He didn't let that faze him. ;) Using 4th of July deco, Christmas deco and odds and ends he worked his magic. Ira woke up at one point in all of this and helped as well. He even put all his little origami birds on top of the ceiling fan for a fun surprise! 

So anyways I woke up to this!



Totally unexpected! And they were so quiet. I didn't even hear them! I guess Ryder wisely told Banden not to wake his siblings, something he was going to do because he didn't want them to feel left out. But Ryder knew that would just wake me up and not only ruin the surprise but make me really grumpy. ;)

Leiella was devastated by this though because she thought she was going to get to help. So of course she started to melt down and Banden felt so bad. He's so sensitive! We came up with the idea of her making my chai tea, with a little help, and that cheered her right up. :)

She just wanted to be part of the spoil mom party. ;)

They were so creative and went all out! I have a hard time wrapping my brain around the fact that they are old enough to do stuff like this now! 

They stapled little origami birds to the ends of the streamers!

I made myself some rainbow catchers on my birthday. :) Ryder and I actually got a weekend away the weekend before my birthday. His birthday and my birthday are four days apart. So we went and spoiled ourselves with a birthday get away! It was really nice. Anyways I found these rainbow catchers in a little shop and bought a couple. I'd been wanting some for a while but hadn't gotten around to buying any. I added the beads myself and had a lot of fun with that. The kids and I totally love them. In the morning the one in the front window casts rainbows all around the room and in the afternoon the one in the kitchen window does the same. It's so cheery and beautiful, now I want more and more and more! ;)

This kids spoiled me rotten all day long!!!

I feel so blessed to have these beautiful souls in my life. They bring so much to my world. They are so kind and thoughtful. I often feel so undeserving of their love and yet they give it so freely, so willingly, so enthusiastically! They are so forgiving and fun and crazy loving. How did I get so lucky?

Must have birthday boy photos

So I realized that I posted about the birthday zip line adventure without posting any birthday pictures! That just won't do. ;)

Double digit birthday pancakes! Ahhhhh!!!

So big and strong!

He truly is the best big brother ever! He is growing into such a kind hearted compassionate young man. It warms my heart.

There ended up being a freak down pour so what else is a mommy to do but let her boys run barefoot through puddles while waiting for their sister's singing rehearsal to be over. ;) It was his birthday after all!

They thought it was fantastic, despite Ira's face in this picture, he's just being a goon. The boy can't be serious for more than a second. Atty is not out there because he is sane and was in the nice dry toasty warm car with me. ;)

When we got home we discovered a rainbow! I thought this was pretty cool to be on Banden's tenth birthday because the day I found out I was having a boy there was a rainbow in the sky. :) I even took a picture of it and put it in his baby book.

Such a handsome young man!

Banden wanted birthday cookie sandwiches. They were delicious and totally grain free and sweetened with maple syrup. And really, really, really good!!!

Happy ~silly~ birthday!

Love this epic photo bomb, ha ha! Thought I was getting a picture of just the boys... Nope!

So there you have it. My first born baby boy turned ten. Sigh. How does time fly so fast?

Monday, September 28, 2015

Zip lining adventure and a ten year old!

Banden turned ten!!!

A little while back we told the kids that on their tenth birthdays we would taking them on a zip line adventure. Banden was very excited to get to be the first to go. We had to wait a few weeks after his actual birthday, and boy was it hard to wait! ;) We made a special date of it, just the three of us.

We went on a fairly local zip line tour, only took about a half hour to get there and no ferry this time so that was nice. Ryder and I went zip lining a couple years back and had to take a ferry because it was out on San Juan Island. It was fun but the ferry ride is annoying and expensive. 
We also got to ride up in the monster shown above! That was an adventure all on its own! ;)


Excited and a little bit nervous...

I was a little bit surprised and a lot proud when this boy volunteered to go first!

Getting his game face on. ;)

And the shove off!!! They really launched him, wanted to make sure he made it to the other side. :)

Flying!

Made it to the other side, no problem!

Love this picture! Can't believe ten years has gone by so fast!

Fancy backward moves. ;)

He totally lost his shoe on this rope bridge! The tour guide was super nice about it and went and found it right away. Good thing he didn't lose it on one of the other runs, it would have been a goner!

Having so much fun!

It's a long way down people!!!

And this is how it ends, straight down through a little hole.

I'm thinking he's loving it!

It was so much fun and I really enjoyed being able to spend a day with Ryder and my wonderful, loving, and amazingly brave first born son.

Tuesday, September 1, 2015

Summer condensed...

So I totally thought that I would blog away once summer break hit... except we don't really take a summer break just go to part time and nothing ever got any less hectic. Therefore I fail at blogging once again. Sigh.

I wish I was better at writing on a regular basis, I really do love looking back over the years and having these memories become vivid again through words and pictures. Some day I'm going to make a book out of all my blog posts. :) But unless I get my game on the book is going to get more and more boring and sporadic, super lame really. Ha ha!

We have stayed super busy this summer, so much so that I've totally slacked on pictures to prove it, but I promise, we've done a lot. ;)

Every Monday this summer we've met up with a few other homeschooling mom's and their kids for a Monday Fun Day!  Last year we did this on a much smaller scale, so this year I extended an invite to a few other moms before Monday school was out for the summer. They came along and it was a blast. So nice to make more homeschooling mom friends. :) Between five moms we had 17 kids! We went to parks, including a sprinkler park, went on walks, blackberry picking, splashing in a creek, out to the bay, and had a summer party at our house. My kids had been planning one since last Christmas, so we did it on a Monday and invited everyone over. It was a blast! It's amazing and wonderful how well all 17 children get along. Now on another note, taking care of a wild and adventurous one year old makes outings very interesting... and exhausting. Also makes visiting and chatting next to impossible, ha ha! Still all said, lots of fun!

We have been very busy with our garden here as well as the community garden. The kids have been so great at helping once a week and are always so excited when we get to bring something home from there.

I've been able to harvest and freeze or can a lot of fruit this year, blueberries (picked at a U pick), peaches (gleaned from my sweet neighbor), raspberries (from my garden), blackberries (foraged) and a little bit of applesauce from gleaned apples. I hope to be able to glean some more apples from someone. My beautiful apple tree, which was only on it's second year, and had a crazy amount of huge juicy apples on it, broke in a recent horrible wind storm. I cried a little bit. It snapped at the base, so there is no salvaging it, and I can't find the tag so I have no idea what type it was. We got the apple off of it, and they are sooooo good! Sadness. My surviving apple tree is not doing very well, the apples are little and don't look good. Really a shame. Back to square one in the apple department.

I was also able to make some elderberry syrup from berries my mom gave me. She didn't have time to process them so she gave them to me and I did it for her and split the syrup between us. My elderberry isn't producing a whole lot yet. I need to harvest my garlic soon and beets from the garden. I just pulled up my peas and replanted that area of the garden with a bunch of kale, and cauliflower and broccoli. I had some success with collard greens this year, but my squash didn't do well at all. I planted beans late and not a lot of them, so that was a disappointment. Next year I need to plan better and make sure I have room for a lot of beans, we love fermented beans (sort of like pickled) with dill and garlic! I definitely miss that this year. :(

Because of all the crazy heat my flower garden up front looks a little sad. The flowers wilted quickly in the heat and no amount of watering seemed to matter. Although I probably should have watered more, but I don't like to use a lot of water when it's scarce. So I watered enough to keep them alive for another year but not enough for them to really thrive. It looks pretty sad out there.

So what else has been going on...

Well we've done some trailer camping, mostly at KOAs. No really big trips because we went to Texas in the spring and that was our big trip for the year. But enough to feel like it's summer. One of the trips, to Ocean Shores, ended up being sort of a disaster, our last trip actually. I'd like to get one more trip in to end on a good note, but I think we are pretty burnt out for now. It took over 7 hours to get there and at one point Ryder accidentally crunched up the side of the trailer while pulling up to a gas pump. It was a real bummer, and really put a damper on the trip. Well for the grown ups anyways, the kids had a blast running around at the beach chasing waves. :)

Ryder decided to do the new counter project this last Sunday. Not sure why he impulsively decided that but probably because he had a day off for once and really wants to get that project done. He's run into one snag after another and it's now day two of no running water, no sink at all in my kitchen and I'm feeling like a grumpy momma. Yesterday I washed two large laundry baskets full of dishes in my bath tub while fending of a grumpy teething one year old who wanted to throw his toilet seat into the tub with the dishes. That or sit on the toilet over and over again (not going potty). Or throw himself on the ground and scream. Rinse and repeat. So far today I've just been stuffing the dirty dishes in the oven and the dishwasher that's not connected and can't be used. I plan on putting off dish washing in the bathtub as all costs, until the little one leaves. :) Found out last night while Ryder was desperately trying to get a sink in for me, that the sink we had is now a little too big to install because of the size of the new backsplash. Sigh. So on top of the cost of new counter tops we have to buy an new sink even though there is nothing wrong with the old one, well except it being a wee bit too big. Ryder told me last night that in order for the sink to fit I will probably have to get a littler one tub sink, instead of the type that are split (like I had before). I'm so not happy about this. It will just make washing dishes by hand that much harder. Ugh. The idea of new counter tops was so much better than the reality... so far.

Banden is turning ten tomorrow. I'm on the verge of tearing up. Have been for the last few days. Which is probably why I'm not dealing with the kitchen chaos very well. Just the idea of my first little baby turning ten, and then my littlest soon turning 6 and starting first grade this year. I sort of can't handle it. Ugh, here I go again, tearing up just writing about it! They are all just growing up so fast. It just makes everything seem so much more final, this is our family unit and we won't be adding to it. No more babies, those days are gone forever. When they were littler there was always the excitement of the possibility, day dreaming about it now and again. But somehow five years flew by and it didn't happen, and things are settled the way they are. It's not that I want any more, I guess it's just weird to totally and completely let that part go and settle back and watch them grow. And have a ten year old. I don't think I'm making any sense. My emotional self rarely does. ;) I can't help but think of my baby Banden when I look at him, even though he is a tall and skinny boy who is slowly turning into a young man. A handsome young man with a big heart. He has been extra snuggly lately, so I wonder if he is also having a hard time with getting older in some way. I'm sure the hormonal changes must be hard. Oh the sighing and frustration from him lately! And the barely controlled almost eye rolls, and arguing. His teenage self is knocking at the door. He even has a slightly different smell, that he himself noticed. Not a bad smell so far, just different. So weird. I'm not ready for this.

Are we ever though, really?

So now the summer has rushed past us once again and we are headed into fall. It has been a very hot summer but a storm, a really bad windy storm that claimed the lives of two people, came rushing in over the weekend. It's cold and rainy now and already summer seems a distant memory. I do hope it warms back up again for a bit, I was really thinking we would have a warm late summer. But maybe not. Meteorologists are predicting a mild warmish winter here and the Farmers Almanac says a very cold and snow winter, so take your pick. ;)

Leiella started taking singing lessons over the summer. Her singing teacher asked is she would sing in a play, happening this coming fall. Hansel and Gretel. She will be singing with a group of children towards the end of the play. She really wanted to do it, and we are supporting her in this. I'm a little nervous about it because she is by far the youngest. Her teacher is really impressed with her ability to sing and her drive and really wanted her to be a part of it. So far all the other kids adore her and she is a favorite among them, they all seem to help her and support her. I just hope it's not too much for her. So she has weekly hour long rehearsals now on top of starting in a choir this week that also practices for an hour. They also happen to be back to back, so two hours of singing with a little break in between. Will have to see it in action an take it from there. On top of starting first grade this might be just a little too much. Although the girl really, really, really loves to sing.

The school year always starts with a bang, on top of Leiella's singing commitments, Banden and Ira start soccer (Atty didn't want to) which is two practices a week and games on Saturday. Plus Awana for all the kids on Wednesday nights, which is the same day that Leiella has all her singing commitments... That is going to be the day of the week that I am going to start to dread, I can tell already. Crock pot dinners for sure! Then there is Monday school, all day long, with a one year old that does not stay still... that leaves Friday being the only day without something planned, which means that anything that needs to get done will be scheduled on that day. The weeks will be packed and life will swirl my once again. Also this year I will be picking up the boy that I watch from school in the afternoon, as he starts full day kindergarten this year, so that will add a bit more chaos to our day to day. Seems silly but any mom with kids knows how hard it can be to get out the door with all the kids, especially littles, and get anywhere on time. Plus it will be his brothers nap time, the one year old, and he's not use to being woken up, which I will probably have to do as he usually sleeps through that time. That will inevitably make for a grumpy baby. And it will more likely than not interrupt our school work. Wish I could say my kids are always done in a timely manner, but sadly they are not. Anyways from this perspective I sort of want to crawl into bed and pull the covers over my head and tap out, but I know from experience that it will soon all fall into place and even if it's way too crazy I will survive. :) Of course I will have my cry my eyes out in the shower moment at some point in the next two weeks, but that's a given at the beginning of every school year, ha ha!

Was this post random or what! And not even a single picture, now that's just weird!

:)



Wednesday, July 29, 2015

Summer happenings

Ira helped me make some sauerkraut! He went through the whole process with me this time. He will be making it on his own in no time! :)

We are starting to go into the food prep/preserving time of year! First harvests, herbs dried, foods fermented, berried frozen. Soon I'll be getting the canner out!


These beauties are from the community garden!


Getting ready to brew a big batch of lemon balm, ginger, lavender tea. Sweetened with a little honey. I've been making big batches of ice tea to beat the hot weather, so perfect. :)

Some more harvest from the community garden!

A sweet little frog in my garden. Just hanging out.

My squash just didn't do very well this year. Hoping it suddenly starts to rapidly grown. At least there are a few flowers on them. :/

Beets! Beautiful yummy beats. :)

Messages of love in the sand.